Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Grandpa's advocate


Although years of dementia have stolen the words from his mouth, I know without a shadow of a doubt that there is an accumulated list desiring to bubble over from his heart.  A list of words that are instead portrayed through prolonged glances, interpreted by mustered smiles, or sent through grandchildren who can be the vessel of his sweet love.  I want to be that vessel today, Grandma.  The vessel carrying messages I know he would be speaking to you if he could.

If he could, he would tell you...

-You are love personified.  You believe all things, bear all things, hope all things, and endure all things.  Thank you for never giving up on me.

-You are an excellent wife and are far more precious than jewels.

-You do me good and not harm all the days of my life.  Even to the very end, you serve me the same.

-You love me like Jesus.  I can't really give you much in return, but you shower me with His unconditional love anyway.  

-May your name be praised in the city gates!  Your children and all who know you rise up and call you blessed my dear.

- Many women have done excellently, but you surpass them all.

-Your love for Jesus bubbles over to everyone who sees you.  Although I haven't been able to live at our own home for quite a while, just look at how many nursing staff you have been able to influence since I've been here!

-Thank you for all the pictures you post in my bedroom.  I love listening to you talk about our family.

-I love when you sing to me.  Even though my mouth doesn't seem to let you hear it, I'm singing in my heart with you every time.

-Your love never fails, it never gives up, and never runs out on me.  There are not enough words in the world to express my gratitude.

-You have taught others how to love by letting them watch you serve.

-I'm sorry if your heart is tired and weary, but know that He renews your strength and has developed such endurance, character, and hope in your heart through this.  

-Remember that this life is temporary.  Cling to your hope that He makes everything beautiful in His time.

-I love you, Elisa.